i guess..

*clearing throat* 
ya i guess... fate is fate. i can never change. i guess. 

that's her blood. her world. how could you think that she would put it aside and place you in her heart. i know i am sincere. but hey, she is sincere too. she accepts me as much as she can. she's not evil.

atie, you have your husband, De, Deck, Shafee, Emy, Dab, Amoi (your super kind hearted sister in law). 

and the most obvious thing---- you have your own mother. how lucky is that?

now forget about your sorrows, live your life. 

i have my family. i don't need other families. even if they'll be dead (warning: everyone is going to die anyways), i will still have them in my prayers and my heart. kalau aku tak mati dulu lah. hahaha